Empty Destination ... - a photo on Flickriver

            Conceptual / Symbolic Photograph

Empty Destination ...
Inspired by my BDSM Journey
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When S&M dreams came true,
All that's left is my D/s dreams.

I'm so tired of everything that has happened, every voice in my heart and the tears that I must keep in.

I’m so tired, when the further I walk,
the further away from the things that my heart once dreamed of.

I’m so tired, when reviewing...
how many stories have happened..
how much time have I had to face disappointment..
how many tears have fallen when the principle of dreams is something that must be considered before the heart..

I’m so tired, when no matter how much, it doesn't seem like enough,
no matter how much they put in, they couldn't even come close to what I dreamed of.

I’m so tired, when the pursuit of dreams became an endless journey of tears over such a long time.

It hurts so much,  
that I could only look at the love that passed me by not helping anything.

It hurts so much,  
eveytime I had to give up, traded all the big loves and sacrificed so much for the dreams that may not exist.

It's like...
I’ve walked to the end of the road, just to find emptiness and some painful questions..  how come the destination be empty beyond the starting point? It's something my heart has not yet found or it does not really exist?

Where the happiness I dream of, where it is?
When what I think is right, after it actually happened, it never was. And even the closest thing seems to have a missing piece that can't tell what the last puzzle is.

Many said it's worth it once our dreams come true,
But how many people really understand that.. it's only worth it, when you already own that dream.

On the way before reaching that point, there're so much costs to bear and carry.. and no matter how strong the person is, it's difficult not to be discouraged...

" At this point of my D/s, it's still far from worthwhile, loss and still have to carry a lot. To creat conditions for happiness is this expensive, I don't know how long I'll be strong enough to pay... "

   

Taken on: April 22, 2022

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