Gothic Cathedral my old Moc Castle churchlike LEGO construction afol PrideIMG_2724

            found this old Gothic church-like castle while browsing through my old pictures, a pity i tore it down... 

Café Frequenters Episode 27

( 2006-07-31 Malmö. Sweden )

Hello all you people at te Unemployment office!

My Name is Johnny Browne and I will soon contact you in person...
But before I do that I want to write about my precent situation and my wishes and expectations on becoming a subscriber to your services!

Because my precent wellbeing and mental health is weak, not on a high!
...and my memory and power to process stress is low!

It is easier for me to at forehand write down important stuff that I need to say because the meeting with   you in person will be very stressful and at that moment I won´t be able to express my self the way I wish due to my precent mental state!

For about three years ago "I started to get a hod of my life" which had been falling been towards hell in an abyss swallowing me while accelerating towards a crash at the bottom...
I had at the time been without what so ever sort of income for  more than three months, rent debt and other bills were amounting unpayed and I was very frail and a nervous wreck.

...an important step towards my recovery and finding a job was the help and services of "Work and integration" and especially my support and ombudsman Rita Petterson, loads of credit to her, she did a wonderful piece of work and took me serious...

We Managed to get me an intern at Hotel Quantity here in Malmö, I had found my inner strength again and nothing could stop me, I was gonna get my life back together and get back on the right tracks...

Because of me working hard and proved med skilled in the profession I got a real employment...

But really, the work the work and the harsh work culture was stressful and started to grid me down... but I thought that if I have a work it would be easy to find a better job before I got too far down, I thought it would help me get a more sustainable work with the credibility being employed...

Then at 2005 bad luck struck with a big sledgehammer in my head, my boss and her two senior cleaners all got sick the very same summer and me and another cleaner was forced to step in to the world of  managing hotel cleaning, we had to take turns in being the cleaning administrator (and still do our ordinary house keeping work), we had to learn a lot in an extremely short time, planning the cleaning, write shedules, the computer programme all the different things we wern´t trained for an at this very time our hotel had managed to get the room reservations for a big international sporting game in town, the hotel was fully booked all summer, the few of us that was still working, had to work longer, faster and more because of the lack of cleaners (3 where sick)
We worked 9-10 hours a day...
we started to clean six rooms an hour instead of four before to make ends meet, I had to give up my extra evening work doing phone interviews because of the Pressure of working more at the hotel...

...at first I thought what doesn´t kill me makes me stronger and that if it didn´t physically kill me my mind would endure...

But at the end of summer I was a wreck, my hands had started to shiver uncontrollably when ever I wasn´t working (at work my hands didn´t shake)
I could hardly even hold a cup of coffee without my shaking hands would spill coffee all over...

I felt embarrassed in front of people looking like someone with parkingsons, so my social  life  took a dip downwards, I stopped seeing friends and family, stopped going to cafés...

I still have these trembles, but the are very slowly fading away, but when I am exposed to any form of stress they usually return...
Like my last work pass 8 days in a row with my "Boss-phone" constantly ringing and people wanting, this or that, a schedule , finding lost property or wanting me to take different decisions... it makes me start to shake in the end...

Right now I am looking for a new job in Denmark across the sound, I hope I will find one, and any way I find people there easier to talk to and I get more replies on my applied works, like "we are sorry, but please return in a few months we might have room for you then.."
Instead of complete silence or people angry about applying for the job they advertised for???
I apologize for this letter turning rather long but I just want to explain my precent status and I want you to see that I am a living breathing person and not just a statistic in your computer files...

That I why I now ask you people at the office to really try to help me, I don´t want to meet another tired uncaring person who complain about   my private dressing fashion or that I act to effeminate or that my movements doesn´t come across as non-serious because of my characteristic way of moving... (YES! this have happened in the past)
So Please I want the respect that i deserve as a human with specific needs, dream, ideas and personality, not a block that is gonna be trimmed to a square to fit in the wall of other Square blocks...

I am no Longer strong so I need someone to help me, someone who takes his/her job seriously as I did take my work... Not a Bully who pushes my head under the water line I have had to many of those...

I hope you all understand where I come from and hopefully you might help my towards new steps towards a brighter future...

Thanks for listening!

A hope full Johnny sends his greetings!

Taken on: March 6, 2017

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