[ en route to a funeral ] - a photo on Flickriver

            # aka "save me from myself again"

# it's been quite a while, but I process things differently, obsessively, et al., or so a few brilliant minds have informed me (& much more, of course), and I recognized and had already self-analyzed, reaching the same conclusions. Lyrics from Losing My Religion come to mind, the opening: "Oh, life is bigger, It's bigger than you, and you are not me, the lengths that I will go to."  Emotional processing is obviously unique to each individual, an anguished sea of endless variations.  I've sensed and directly experienced criticism of me and my emotions.... although I still have no idea what the point was.  To offer hostility to the grief-stricken is callous, vapid, and utterly incompressible personally.  Ok.  I've encountered the feelings of people passing away, but this was/is unique. Despite the fact that I sought out objective assistance, I'll have a mere moment of memory, a small seemingly innocuous find, et al., and the day is utterly transformed. I don't know how, when, or if this changes... I thought to try Flickr for catharsis of a sort. So, thank you. Prost.

Taken on: April 19, 2018

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that promise, that madness!

let us fervently gather up that superhuman promise made to our created body and soul

well hang on

internal anguish

soul consumed by shadows

unimaginable

severe depression

The pain of severe depression is quite unimaginable to those who have not suffered it

It is a grave injustice to a child or adult to insist that they stop crying

everything is wrong

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letting go

when your day is night alone

save me from myself again

lotus

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let it rain, rain, rain

say haven't you noticed?

badlands, give a hand

i ate the lotus

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michael stipe

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When you're sure you've had enough

of this life

oh, life

the night is yours alone

why try?

try, cry

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that was just a dream

i think i thought i saw you try

the lengths that I will go to

and you are not me

it's bigger than you

life is bigger

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Ac am lan

marwnat

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black texas sky

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