“Still Got The Blues” (Explore 08/09/2023)

            Hi, dear friends. 

I’m not in a good place at the moment, I have been on anti-depressants for 2 weeks now, feeling disappointed in myself for taking them, as I’ve managed to go without them for 20 years when my first attempt at taking them put me in hospital due to severe side effects. 

Since then, I’ve always tried to cope with life with therapy, counselling, friends, and photography.  Sadly I haven’t been out with my camera, other than the garden since we were in Whitby over a month ago. 

 I feel a bit trapped in a dark hole and I desperately want to climb out of it. Hopefully the meds will kick in a bit more soon and maybe things will look brighter for me. For those who donated to my go fund me, thank you so much, and the business plans will still go ahead as soon as I feel a bit stronger.  I will try my best to get better, I owe it to myself.  Life is just a bit shit right now.  

Hopefully I will be back on flickr more often soon, I just wanted to check in to say hi and have a lovely weekend. 

Lots of love, Jules ❤️

Taken in: UK / England / Durham (show map)

Taken on: October 7, 2021

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Jules Antonio

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Nikon D800

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Blue

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Mental

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Camera: Nikon D800, f/1.8, 1/100 sec, 50mm, ISO 100 (more info) (hide info)

Camera:	Nikon D800
Lens:	50.0 mm f/1.8
Aperture:	f/1.8
Exposure Time:	0.01 sec (1/100)
Focal Length:	50mm
ISO:	100
Exposure Bias:	0 EV
Flash:	Off, Did not fire
Exposure Program:	Manual
Exposure Mode:	Manual
Metering Mode:	Spot
White Balance:	Auto
Color Space:	sRGB
Software:	Ver.1.11
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